\\ The Inner Machinations of John's Mind.
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Tears, old habits and Soul Searching.

I never thought i’d be in this position once again but at the same time I expected it. Theres no way to prepare for it and theres no reason to dwell on it. It happened and thats it. Unlike last time, I am not gonna seek local help because last time was just a disaster. I am about to embark on something new as of today. I will be on a journey. A journey to find what I lost these past 4 years. Goals for self-worth, love for oneself both mentally and physically, inspiration, and determination for my future and passions. Its going to be hard and tough but I think I need this like nothing else. I will not only explore myself but explore what is this beautiful golden state. I guess this is what you would call soul searching. I know that alot of you are worried for me already, but I can assure you that I am fine. I need new environment and new people and things. Its going to be one of the hardest things I’ve done but I need to do this. As for the things ive ruined, well I cant do much about that but hope it mends on its own. As I embark on this journey, I will be documenting this on several platforms of social media. So lets see where this leads me to…

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